How can you move into the future if your past is present? My mind is still idling between a plank towards confusion and another end towards a more confused state -- distraught. Sigh! If only everything could be made simpler with just a blink of an eye, a mere mention of those few little words, facial spasms that would curve your lips to a smile; then life would be easier to fathom. Sometimes, fate decides to help, despite that sarcastic grin. She gives a little nudge to send you hurtling down the pool of reality. The only problem is if your too numb from emotional abuse, the throbbing mass too calloused to be penetrated by the warmest gesture. Either choice I make, I know that 2 people will be hurt; me being one of them.

14 Filled the Void