September 2, 2004
Euphoria
Posted at 12:32 PM

           
The sky clears. The saturated smoke bubbles have wept their final tear. The sun splits the vast blue bowl and the sun-god rides his golden chariot. Apollo smiles ineffably. She cannot fathom his stare today. He extends his hand to claim his beauty, to ride off into infinity, off into a world where there will be no promises, no expectations, just bliss. Will she indulge? She smiles. Again, with that enigmatic expression. No time. No space. And he sings, like a troubadour elated with life.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times
but somehow I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along M
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved She will be loved
And She will be loved
And She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
She will be loved
Please don't try so hard to say good bye.
Queer creature. Your every move fascinates me, more everyday since the last time I saw you. Your words burn, but you care not for mortal toil. To you, the only time is now. No contemplations about the past nor hopeless illusions of what might be. You are an intolerable pleasure -- the most fascinating thing I've ever met. You are new to me and I, new to you. My ignorance amuses me.


13 Filled the Void





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Comment posted on September 8th, 2004 at 04:53 AM
kelly preston pa rin ako. kamukha na kasi nung younger girl halos lahat ng leading lady sa music videos. look at crawling ng linkin park; same charm.
ayos lang naman ako. ikaw? puyat2x ba? hehehe! :-D:devil:
Comment posted on September 7th, 2004 at 11:53 AM
kelly preston or the younger 1?
Comment posted on September 3rd, 2004 at 09:41 PM
BEING A QUEER IS BEING STRONG!
Comment posted on September 8th, 2004 at 04:55 AM
perhaps...
Comment posted on September 3rd, 2004 at 05:54 PM
nalulungkot ako while reviewing for the boards kasi hindi ko na nababasa journal mo.
you write as if something's wrong. kumusta ka na cris? "find myself" - those two words make me shudder.
i'm giving myself a year to live life the way i always wanted to. now i have time to do anything i want. i'll be looking for a benign moonlighting job in a hospital somewhere in NCR or Region IV.
Comment posted on September 6th, 2004 at 09:56 AM
okay lang yan, don. i want you to do good in your exams. galingan mo ha?
medyo melancholic nga ang drama ng friend mo ngayon. huhuhu!
Comment posted on September 6th, 2004 at 02:26 PM
Oi ano na ba nangyayari sayo. Di bagay sayo na maging ganyan.

Ok na Philippine boards. Aral nanaman ako for the US boards. Pero sobrang tinatamad pa ako. Kelan ka nga pala babalik sa med school? =)
Comment posted on September 7th, 2004 at 07:12 AM
prolly next year. don't worry bout me:)
Comment posted on September 3rd, 2004 at 02:06 PM
ang lalamin naman... or maybe right now my brain is still in a dehydrated state... hehe! i'll be spending the afternoon catching up on my dose of your entries. medyo madami siguro ang mababasa ko =) i wish i could take your writings to a coffee shop where the methylxanthines can jump start the engines in my mind.
Comment posted on September 3rd, 2004 at 04:58 PM
it's been a long time. i missed you. so, how are you na doc? di ka na masyadong nagsusulat. i often visit ur journal.
marami na ring nagbago sa akin. i'm beginning to find myself again. so, what's new with you?

Anonymous (guest)

Comment posted on September 3rd, 2004 at 05:53 PM
nalulungkot ako while reviewing for the boards kasi hindi ko na nababasa journal mo.
you write as if something's wrong. kumusta ka na cris? "find myself" - those two words make me shudder.
i'm giving myself a year to live life the way i always wanted to. now i have time to do anything i want. i'll be looking for a benign moonlighting job in a hospital somewhere in NCR or Region IV.

hellsbelle (guest)

Comment posted on September 2nd, 2004 at 07:25 PM
did you take that picture?
Comment posted on September 3rd, 2004 at 07:11 AM
nope.

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Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else


I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more


I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved


Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore


It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want


I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved


I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls


Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful


I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved


I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye


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