October 25, 2004
Smoke
Posted at 12:01 PM

Every morning he rouses himself from slumber to light a cigarette in the porch. He’s probably contemplating about his past errors, present frustrations, future plans, who knows. All I know is that it has been like this since time immemorial. Crisp morning air, the crack of a lighter, the smooth swoosh of smoke emanating from parched, dry lips. Yes, it has always been like that. I always wondered what dad wakes up too early in the morning for. It’s still a mystery to me.

Twilight. The freezing temperature tugs at my mollified state. I was awake, staring at a blank ceiling, contemplating about my pointless reveries, thinking about him, then remembering the smooth smoke which swooshed like a graceful dancer from dad’s lips. And then I knew.
Crisp morning air, the crack of a lighter, the smooth swoosh of smoke emanating from parched, dry lips. It’s all a blanket of comfort, for a moment where you are alone – that single moment of quietude where you feel alive again.

9 Filled the Void





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Comment posted on October 30th, 2004 at 04:52 PM
there's just something elegant about the way you give words to your thoughts.
Comment posted on November 3rd, 2004 at 12:56 AM
awww! thanks ha?!
Comment posted on October 26th, 2004 at 02:46 AM
hehehe..mgandang music background nyan ung careless whisper ni george michael....:D
Comment posted on October 25th, 2004 at 04:31 PM
the best muni-muni time :) parang tulog lahat at ikaw lang ang gising.
Comment posted on October 25th, 2004 at 03:11 PM
This made me miss waking up early.
Comment posted on October 25th, 2004 at 11:36 PM
doesn't it? i guess i should be thankful that i'm in a graveyard shift. i get a chance to brood before i sleep.:)
Comment posted on October 25th, 2004 at 12:28 PM
mas masarap mag-isip sa umaga. yung naghahabol pa yung dilim at liwanag. i always liked the way light and dark share a certain period of time. :)
Comment posted on October 25th, 2004 at 10:35 PM
nahuli mo, abbey! :)
Comment posted on October 25th, 2004 at 12:21 PM
i know exactly how that feels... that single moment.. ;)

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She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else


I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more


I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved


Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore


It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want


I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved


I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls


Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful


I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved


I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain

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