May 6, 2005
Waiting
Posted at 11:00 AM

 



 

                         

During my early years, I looked upon life as an unfurling web of uncertainties. I was always afraid. Always too scared to meet new people, to get too close, to fall in love. I considered myself as one of the select few who've chosen to live in solitude, to uncover life's mysteries with the company of no one else but myself.

Before, the world was old and small. The world was flat. And paddling too close to the edge would let you fall down the cascades. But now that I've grown, I've met a lot of amazing people. Those who will remain in that part of your heart where only a few people could reach. Now that I've grown, I'm not too scared anymore. All my little monsters seem to fade like winter melting from summer's first rays. Now that I've grown, I'm not afraid to love anymore. The world to me, is new and vast. Limitless.



3 Filled the Void





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Comment posted on May 8th, 2005 at 08:51 AM
is this for real? your life? like a growing fetus ready to absorb the nutrients in the placenta? ...your little monsters will never leave you they may been melted away but still its like a stain...being in solitude isnt a wrong idea...its good to be alone but never to be lonely...yes our worlds became limitless as we grow older and its fulfilling to fix the uncertainties..but being in solitude...it must not be forgotten.
Comment posted on May 7th, 2005 at 01:58 AM
i wish you happiness

and i wish you will find that love everyone is searching for...

the love to last a lifetime

alfafemale (guest)

Comment posted on May 6th, 2005 at 01:56 PM
very refreshing entry.. :-)

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I don't mind spending everyday
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Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved


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I want to make you feel beautiful


I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved


I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain

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