Posted at 04:45 PM

a thousand years of it would not have made me blase'.
still, i wonder...
what if?

hold, my lovelies.
2 weeks more and we're done with training.

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re-iteration
Posted at 12:47 AM

yes, i'm writing again. and what fell mirth fills this heart with glee? none, which does not visit every mortal's door.

feeling the spark go out of spark somehow unnerved me. and now, i seldom wake on soaking pillows. we have this, and this will always be enough.

not all smiles are what they appear to be. i've recently found out, janus has a twin. stop pretending to be my friend. i've laid myself bare before and all you did was strike me with your half-baked concoctions.

do your worst! you've already sucked me dry. this is me, smiling... gloating...arguments are truly solved only when there are no nosy imps in the background.

why people strive to be ugly to others, is still a riddle to me.

share, share:I'VE LEARNED THAT...

--- if life is an endless series of tests, love will always be the ultimate question;

--- if it is the question, love itself will answer its own question in life;

--- if love is the problem, it will always present solutions and seek ways to solve it - where emotions can only understand as the mind sees it illogical and absurd;

--- love has its own sense of logic and reason diametrically opposed from the logic and reason we have been conditioned into; These already exist long before the mind's logic and reason first thought of.

--- if love is what adds up to the heavy load, love as itself will happily carry the burden.

--- if love is what inflicts a severe wound that seems impossible to heal as it further worsens the agony, love in itself can only cure the wound a thousand fold

--- if love has been the cause of a bitter and cruel separation, it will always find its way back.

--- that no matter how much love u give... u can never expect to be loved the same way.

--- the one for you doesn't have to be perfect... it just has to feel right...

--- there's a thin line between love & hate...

--- no matter what your reasons are, there's no excuse for hurting anyone.

--- when you break someone's heart, you also break your own.

---when all had been said and done, and someone cannot find it in himself to forgive you, you have to be contented that you've learned to forgive yourself.

--- time can heal some wounds...but for me, time drags on and each day hurts more than the last.

--- after much love, you can be reduced to just another friend...

--- love is a cycle and a vicious one at that. No matter how much i think i have learned given the crap i have gone through in the past, i really haven't, because i forget.

--- love is when you can see that you're probably not right for each other, but you're certain that you're not right for anyone else either.

add, add:

--- there is no happy ending, but you can always make your life better.

--- it is never too late.