Posted at 11:14 PM
Did I really bolt myself from getting the opportunities I deserve?
I was never the one to settle for mediocre choices, but here I am... settling.
Part of me admonish I've lost a support system;
being left in this dismal, sinking ship.
Yet, I did not jump. I kept it afloat. I kept it from ebbing down the unfathomable unknown.
But for all the loyalty and hard work... I am left alone.
No one chose to care.
No one chose to stay.
For who would choose from lousy options?
Only someone as oblivious as me.
sigh
I've too many wants.
But when time defines a fine line between needing and wanting,
one questions oneself, "Was I set to fail at the onset?"
And watching that face change to prejudice only embeds the dagger even deeper.
You will always have unrealistic expectations,
and you will always expect your puppets to dance despite audience leaving the theater one by one.
I wonder how this tragedy ends?
3 Filled the Void
